Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Awhile ago, I took this test of some sort. haha and this is what I got. :D

Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

Sheeesh! Almost half noh? yay! but good thing my brain is still more of a feminist. deng! haha
Lheiiii at 3:47 PM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Yay! Didn't blog for quite awhile. I forgot my username and obviously my password. err Had a hard time searching for my password. lolx Good thing I searched for it and heck! now I do remember my username. haha :D

Okie. A lot of things happened to me. haha Most are BAD. oh well! I won't write about those. hmm I'm thinking if I'm going to change my layout or something. I'm sick and tired of this oh-so-gurly layouts. haha That's just me, so girly.. :P

ewww! I'm currently listening to CHOPETA! FUCKit. haha I know it's freakin' BADUY but I'm having a good time listening to it. hahaha How cheap can I get? Lolx I'm checkin' Mike lamar's account. Man, he is so sexxxy. haha Mike is really nice, i tell you. :D haha *gitty* yay! he's so HOT and I mean really HOT. haha not only is he nice and sexy, he is uber kind as well. yehesss!

weee! Just incase you readers didn't notice, I've had enough of those fuckin rants about someone.. He had it coming and so now, I'm effin fed up. Goody thing I've realized that I deserve to be happy. err Everyone does, right? I feel so much better now. :D The hell I care if he's going out with his prospects. That ASS! haha being an asswipe again. lolx why didn't i realize that I'm way different and I think I'm too PERFECT for him. Lolx He cant put up with me. CRAP! haha

I'm loving PURPLE. haha Purple plakiey? :D Pilar? nyaha

Err I was with my Povedan friend this morning and we were talking about studying at ATENEO with NURSING as our course. haha Isn't that fun? When people go up to you and ask you 'From what school are you?' and then I'd go like 'Ateneo!' haha fun fun.. I can't wait. :D

*wearing* erm I'm wearing a polky spags and black shorts. :p
*texting* hmm Angilette. :p Man, after ten years. it's taking her forever to reply and sometimes her replies aren't worth reading. lol Just kidding...
*thinking* yay! thinking about 'how to upload my fuckin weird pics'

Anyhoo, that's it for now. I gota surf the net. :D

Lheiiii at 3:07 PM

Friday, December 24, 2004
Haaay... Love me for a reason! :c Miss you big time! Merry christmas everyone!

Lheiiii at 12:00 PM

Friday, December 17, 2004
Hey trayz, I know you're reading my entries now. lol Hiyeah! :) Good thing I went online.. Missed you, girl..

...You'll always be my Baby! Mwah! I miss you like hell. haaaay

Lheiiii at 2:29 PM

Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Be depressed, be depressed.. err Because Walt Disney is the best? Nah, because someone is trying to rip me off his page.. deng! Oh well.. I won't give a shit.. I've been changed, yes, really changed. I won't stoop that low like what she's doing.. So what if I put pictures of my wrist on my friendster account? doi.. It's a free country, you know that? I can put whichever pic I like... I can even put nude pics there if I wanted to.. Come on, not obsessed like me? oh, please, give me a break! Fine, you know that im obsessed, so why love him? He's mine... (Or so I thought he was)

No more Mr. Nice guy? yay! No more Ms. Congeniality? heeh

Oh! Kevin said that I'm having problems with BOYS again and that I have problems with them coz I know a lot of guys? ngerk! thats just LAME. pft oh please, Kevin... haha

I don't wana be all depressed now... Christmas is fast coming and I'm still down.. 2 months that is.

He ignored me... :c

I thought everything was going to be all right, didn't think that there was also a possibility that everything won't be all right.. It will never be the same again..

So much for loving him...

I'm happy he was once a part of my life.. If only I could turn back time, I would have done the opposite of what I did so that you won't have to reject me like what's happening.

I've made decisions before hand... that was my biggest mistake.. and yeah, Loving him in a dangerous and weird way...

GIVE ME CREDIT... A simple greeting from you will make my Christmas hell good.

Lheiiii at 3:32 PM

Friday, December 10, 2004
My previous entries are important. Those entries were plainly about HIM.. Now that he's gone, i'll be writing or just simply be babbling about stupid things.

okie okie.. I'm bored now and I'm sick. tss

Gladice and her boyfriend went here because they thought they could do 'it' here. deng! wtf? They went to this sort of 'motel' and the guy there didn't let them go inside because Glad was wearing her uniform. I just don't like it when she goes to my house and asks if she could do it here. FUCK! My house isn't a hotel neither a motel. pft That's just so annoying, you understand? anyhoo, I told them that my house isn't alowed for that kind of crap and so they went somewhere else, I duno where. hehe

I'm still confused, I don't know what to do with my life. Really. Still havent gotten over him. sheesh! C'mon, Lhei!! deng! I won't write something about what happened last Sunday. I wana forget about it.. I did my part, please just take into consideration my feelings for you..

hmm I'll be taking my tests next week. oh no! This'l be very hard for me.. Thinking about a certain matter and studying at the same time.. I will surely fail all my science related subjects. tsss

Why does it have to be this hard?

*I guess I'm a fool for thinking that you're thinking of me*

*Bakit ganun? Mahal ba kita dahil ganyan ka o ganyan ka dahil alam mong mahal na mahal
kita?*

*Behind every bitch, there's a guy that made her that way*

*BE A BITCH!*

Lheiiii at 2:35 AM

Monday, December 06, 2004
haaay.. I copied all my testimonials because I'm gona erase my friendster accounts..

Andre Calixto's online.. sharing stories about things that happened to him..

It feels so good to have realized that he can't love me back.. Though it took me so long to realize this one.
Before, he wasn't in my life.. Everything was normal, I was happy... Then he came along, I was even happier because there was this someone that I could share my life with, then he left, I thought Id never be happy again.. I thought I've lost everything.. He took 'my everything with him'... Now, I'm trying to think for myself, I was the one to blame.. EVERYTHING was MY FAULT.. everything got worst because of my wrong doings...

'Tarantado daw ako, bakit kita hinayaan na sirain ang buhay ko..' That really got me! He put the blame on me.. haaay! Ruining his life wasn't my intention.. It was never! I had no one to talk to.. No one to share how I feel, I thought you were gona be there with me, but I was wrong.. You left me alone, just when I needed you most.

Now, It's time for me to move on though it's gona be hard.. 'Move on Lhei, wala kang maaasahan sakin' thats what he said.. :c He should have told me earlier para hindi na ako umasa ng sobra..

It hurts so much but I have to.. I'll let go of everything.. I've learned my lesson...

Lheiiii at 12:44 PM